New Toy
04.10.17
Crying in the search of JOY.
And the kids sing…
I was.
I am.
I will.
Forever be a student.
“Life is funny isn’t it? Just when you think you’ve got it all figured out, just when you finally begin to plan something, get excited about something, and feel like you know what direction you’re heading in, the paths change, the signs change, the wind blows the other way, north is suddenly south, and
east is west, and you’re lost.”Love Rosie (2014)
(via cactuzkid)
Lost
I don’t think I’ve ever felt so scared, I don’t think I’ve ever felt it to near. I, I said I’m an artist, I said I’m a mechanic. I am everything, I can do everything. I just never do it? I mean, I’m in the same place doing the same shit I’ve done for the past 5-6years of my life. i i i i, it’s all me. No one is gonna come and tell me how to live my life or what to do in order to go down the right path. Things don’t work out sometimes. Things get bad sometimes. The world is full of mysteries in which I reside and I am currently going insane. Everything I do, I doubt. Everything I want to accomplish, I see failure in. I never see myself doing anything… being anything. I am a waste. I’m lost. I just want to die.
i.
Shit is not going right, I just don’t know anymore. A nigga might just not make it, might just not…
